There is no comparable word that can describe the pain and empty feeling of losing someone you love. You wonder if you really knew that person as they have become such distant strangers either genuinely or through a facade. It sucks to see people change but it happens more often than I personally thought. Especially with people you thought you really knew.
This leaves a big hole for me because when you really bond with someone, have the foundation of God to serve and truly strive to love as Christ asks us to, that love cannot be superficial.
For those struggling, I may not have the best advice cause even as I walk through lows, I doubt. But one thing that genuinely remains my light is God. I know that more than half, if not the majority of my blogs are about Christ, but I hope it reveals how significant he is in my life and how I hope that it brings encouragement for all. The world is hard. But I pray for you all to keep walking. Not by sight but by faith in Christ. I pray for all of you who are battling through something that doens't seem to end, because I am right there with you and it hurts. And it seems endless. But don't forget the greatest reassurance anyone could ever give. God is with you. He will never leave nor forsake you. He is holding your precious hearts in his hands. Knowing it is God that holds your heart... have peace. He will be your light, I promise.
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from earth into eternity.
-Hosanna by Hillsong United
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